I had just turned fifteen years old when I first experienced the Begin a New Life process.
It was summer time, and I was working in my grandmother’s vegetable garden. There was something on my mind that was troubling me. I don’t remember exactly what it was; but I do remember that it had a real grip on me. It was tying me up in emotional knots, and it wouldn’t let me go. So I decided to run the problem through the four universal steps of Begin a New Life. As I continued working, I did the following:
This was the first time I ever practiced these four universal steps of life change. What happened was remarkable. By the time I'd finished going through the steps, the issue that had tied me up in emotional knots was gone—it had disappeared from my consciousness. In fact, the shift in my mental/emotional state was so dramatic that I thought to myself, “Wow, this process really works!”...and I was only fifteen years old!
Then the process disappeared from my mental radar screen. For whatever reason, I was unsuccessful at making it a regular spiritual practice. But regardless, that one experience of the process is something I never forgot.
I grew up through my teen and adult years to age forty-four. During those years, I practiced a number of approaches to spiritual life. Each one helped me along my spiritual path; but I wanted more. In my heart I wanted a practice that fit my soul, and none of the ones I'd tried in my adult years had done that—not fully, not completely, not deeply. For all of those years, I felt like David the shepherd boy in Judaic scripture who was given king Saul’s armor in preparation for battle against the giant, Goliath.* But Saul’s armor didn’t fit David—he wasn’t able to walk in it—so he took it off.**
And for all of that time—from age fifteen to forty-four—I didn’t forget the experience I’d had in my grandmother’s garden. Occasionally I'd remember it or call it to mind; and when I did, I'd think to myself, “What about those four steps of life change that I tried years ago: What if I were to go through them over and over again, for different issues in my life? How much would they help?” And what’s interesting, despite these thoughts, I still didn't return to the process. And so it sat on the mantelpiece of my mind—waiting to help me, waiting to serve me, waiting to impact my life for good.
Sometime around my forty-fourth birthday, I decided to combine the four steps of Begin a New Life with the spiritual program I was practicing at the time. I did so. But combining the two approaches didn’t work—it was confusing. It made me feel like I was spinning my wheels spiritually, unable to get any real traction in my life. I felt like I was married to two partners instead of just one.
At that point I knew that I had to choose one of my two partners over the other; and I knew in my heart which one it would be. I chose Begin a New Life.
That choice came in the fall of 2004. Since then I’ve never looked back. I haven’t needed anything more in a baseline approach to spiritual living. This one provides everything I deeply want, need, and hope for—and then some.***
What I’ve discovered in Begin a New Life is a process that can remove any stumbling block in my life, and one which allows me to realize my deepest longings, hopes, dreams, and aspirations. After many years of searching, I've found a process that fits my soul—truly, deeply, and completely. I am content.
As a final note, when I first began this process as a regular practice, I kept a record of the positive effects it had on my life. That list grew until it was fifty-eight items long. Then I stopped counting. Later, I culled the list down to include only my favorites. That list was still twenty items long. So I squeezed hard and brought it down to just three. My favorite three are these:
*See the Bible, 1 Samuel 17.
**1 Samuel 17:38-39
***The BNL process was so immediately helpful in my life that by the end of 2004 I began formatting and packaging it for public use. I hoped that other people could benefit in ways that I personally was benefitting. I also wanted the process to be easily accessible, easily doable, easily repeatable, and easily reviewable for anyone who might discover it. The BNL worksheets and website are the results of that desire.